because as we all know i haven't had the best week of my life, i am really needing some time with my folks. i miss my people, the ones who truly know me and have my back. i am missing the people who know how to make me laugh, the people i have known forever and love me unconditionally. this special lady here holding niko is one of my best friends tassia, she has the biggest heart and the kindest soul. you don't find many people like her in a lifetime. not to say i don't love people in l.a., san diego is just my comfort zone. it would be perfect if all my loves just moved to long beach and we could have spontaneous times of fun like we used to. while we lived in san diego i didn't see my friends and family on a daily basis, but when you have kids its hard. specially not having any sitters most of the time. i still get in my own bubble here and don't leave the house most days.. im kind of a hermit or a vampire who is afraid of the sun most days. i want to challenge myself to make friends in my new city. i need it, ever since i was able to talk i have been a people person. being indoors with the kids is making the kids and i go crazy and even more, the mister. it takes me so long to get myself and the kids ready to do anything. this is going on my list of things i need to work on, and the list is pages long. send positive thoughts please. thank you. xo
4 comments:
Oh, my dear, thinking of you! I think it's always a bit of adjustment anytime you move. I think just allowing yourself to adjust and grieve, even happy changes are stressful and difficult. Give yourself space to go through those emotions. I know you'll make friends, you are so easy to hang out with and be friends with!
It is hard to get out of the house with kids. There is nothing like having the people who really know you around. I'm sending you vibes of good wishes and thoughts.
So get you again...lol Have you tried Meetup.com? I joined a local group when Lily was two and it literally forced me to go out twice a week...try it!
Love this picture of you and Tassia!
Will work harder on trying to make you laugh :P
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